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| Back to the same ol' crap |
| 01.20.06 (9:39 pm) [edit] |
| Well I'm back from my slight break from reality.... Now I suppose it's back to the books for me. I must say that I'm going on my third week of the semester and so far I'm feeling pretty good. I have decided that no matter what I'm going to pass my Anatomy and Physiology class even if I have to sell patatos on the street corner to earn money to brib my teachers. Right now though things are going good(that's just my plan B.)Right now I feel free... it's the weekend and I can sit back and take a break and like usual, wait until the last minute to do my class assignments. I have to say though that I LOVE my schedule this semester.... The earliest class that I have starts at 12 pm and I also have Fridays off.... ooo yeahhhh I'm lovin the long weekends (EVERY WEEK)! I have decided that I'm going to try to make some new friends. You know...change things up a little bit. I have noticed that the friends that I have now ...well...should I say that we are... drifting apart. I guess you can say that I have moved on to bigger and better things and they are still stuck in the past... kindof like someone that's stuck in the 70's and here it is 2006. Come on people....join me in this self revolution.... I'm plannign on being at TBLOG alot form now on....so get ready cause here I come.... If anyone would like to talk more... I'm on yahoo messenger and my screen name is "maryjcandya" and my msn mesenger name is "unicorn78@hotmail.com"...feel free to contact me.... Time to go for now... Til Then... Smile Be Happy |
| Leaving the state,,, |
| 12.28.05 (8:33 pm) [edit] |
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Well it's me again....... I'm going to be going out of town and I hope that everyone has a Happy New Year,,,,,, and don't forget to wish me a happy birthday....I'll be 24..... Shit I'm getting old..... Next thing I know my daughter will be in college and I'll be sitting in front of of the AC in my own old broken house (which I can't fix cause my MD daughter is milking my saving dry) going thru the stages of metapause..... Wow, I really have a lot to look forward to....Nawww just kidding....Anyways... I'm playing this game online called "Missing-Since January" ... it is great... 2 people are missing and a serial killer puts you through games and riddles... check it out if you can...... it really keeps you thinking.... Well I'm going for now... and eventually I'm going to post some updated pictures.....well... til then |
| It's been a while....but not anymore... |
| 12.18.05 (12:03 am) [edit] |
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I plan on (should I say)"blogging" more often.....this is the first blog I created.....in the second one I know as poeticjustice......This one I plan to right my everyday "BULLSHIT" and the other one I'm going to use to unload my deepest desires, unconscious thoughts, and free my mind of all my unanswerable questions....well I must part for now but be prepared to see both side of my world......til then |
| Wow It's been awhile!!!! |
| 08.17.04 (11:11 am) [edit] |
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Sorry it's been so long for me to type anything but I have been really busy trying to get back in school and taking care of my family. Just to update everyone on how my loife is going~ Here are a few things that are going on right now: 1) I'm going back to school to get a 2 year degree in Speech Language Pathology. Which I start school tomorrow...uggggg. 2) I'm trying to find a job (still) so I can help my hubby pay the bills. 3) I'm also trying to get custody of my daughter 4) I'm just trying to keep things together I must say that my parents were right when they said that you wouldn't get anywhere in life with out going to college. I graduated from high school in 2000 and now it's 2004 and I really haven't done anything for myself since then. At least I can say that I'm alot happier now cause I have a 2 year old little girl and I'm with someone whom I love very much. I guess you could say that the saying "I would rather have love and no money than money and no love" is TRUE. Cause that is what I"m going through right now. Although I must say that money would help us out alot right now but I can deal with things the way they are. But this is all I'm going to type for right now. I will keep in touch soon. Bye All Daygirl82 |
| Wow can you believe it! |
| 06.02.04 (3:14 pm) [edit] |
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Here I am again. Now I have a question: what would somebody have to do to earn your trust back? Or is it even possible to fully gain it back. I really need some people to help me out with this. I know you can forgive but not to forget but in my eyes things will never be the same again so really you never forgive or do you. Peeps, please get me your point of view on this matter ! Thank You Daygirl |
| Lets See! |
| 05.29.04 (9:30 am) [edit] |
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I might say that life is a bitch! Lmao.....Right when things seems to be going great something has to happen to bring you back down again. But I guess you can't do anything but deal with it. -------Anyways-------- I have decided to go back to school...... I think that I want to study to be a paralegal....but I not for sure yet. All I know is that I like to help people and I'm not sure that it is exactly the right field for me. I'm very sorry that I haven't typed much lately but my hubby has been on the computer and then tblog was moving to somewhere else. I must say that even with the minor set back that I'm having that things are going to be better. Well as much as I hate to do it I have to go.....I will post again very soon.....bye Daygirl |
| Hi........ |
| 05.03.04 (9:47 am) [edit] |
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Well I must say that things are starting to look up but it just seems like I'm going to need a little more time. I'm working on getting a job and my hubby is getting one too. We already talk to the guy but he is kind of slow getting back in touch with us. But I really think that things will work out soooner or later. Well I know it's short but I have some other things that I have to do......I'm really going to try to write a blog at least once a day....bye Daygirl |
| Sometimes.....what does it really mean? |
| 04.15.04 (1:21 am) [edit] |
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:?: What exactly does "sometimes" mean? I think that it means that "sometimes" I wish I had an extra $30 or that "sometimes" I wish I could be a better person. But I have come to the conclusion that it can NEVER be sometimes! I really think that it is up to the person to change "sometimes" into ANYTIME. I'm so sick and tired of feeling sorry for myself and other people. I figure that if I can make a change in MY life that other people can do something to help themselves! Now right now I have no room to talk but as I sit here and type this I will make some changes in my life! I think that after so long of not getting anywhere in life that you would want to make some changes! Well then again I know alot of people that are so used to living the way that they are that they have just decided to keep things the way they are. WHY? If your not happy why keep putting up with the same crap? Would you be happy living in a small town , not making hardly any money, and barly getting by in life when you could move somewhere else and have at least a "somewhat" better life or are you just going to keep feeling sorry for yourself? I have begun to tell myself NO! I WILL NOT sit in this very spot for the rest of my and my daughter's life just doing what I can to get bye. I WILL provide a better life for my family and I WILL help myself. I know some people that are very "poor" and I don't wish at all for my child to be raised like that. I honestly don't believe that it is possible to be homeless or without food! Why are there people like that? Well I have come to two different comclusions......(1) They just don't care about anything....(Then I ask myself- why should I go out of my way to help them?)....(2) They don't put in the effort to help them selves....(Then I ask myself again- why should I help them?) I know it might sound mean but growing up both of my aunts lost their kids to drinking and drugs and that still didn't get them to help themselves! Ok I ask you -- what is wrong with that picture? Hmmm lets' see some people say that it would be because they were addicted....Might I say....BULL SHIT! After 25 years of drinking my grandmother quit! I know that it must have took alot of will power and "want" to help herself. I might also add that I'm 22 and when I was 18 I drank and smoked pot and took pills and when I found out that I was pregant I quit everything and didn't once have the addiction to do it again. It's kind of like the whole peer pressure crap...But I'm sorry if you raised your children right you would be able to trust them to make the right decision. and on thier part it has alot to do with WILL POWER. Now there are some cases where (like myself) I had to learn the hard way. But it also didn't take me long to start making the right decisions either. I think that I'm getting ready to make a large decision in my life and I truly hope it is that right one. But then again it won't hurt to try because the way things look now in my life it seems like it's going nowhere anyways. I'm planing to move and I think it would be the best for myself and my daughter because I can really see our lives being better where we are going. More jobs and in my eyes better people. "Sometimes" I wish I could make things better in my life, well I think the time is now! :idea: I have a few things here that make sense: Help yourself. Look for a brighter tomorrow. And no matter what ever happens....Learn from those around you and learn from all your mistakes. And always Smile and Be Happy.... I will post again in a few days....Good bye all. :D DAYGIRL |
| Damn............. |
| 03.05.04 (2:11 pm) [edit] |
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What are you supposed to do if their is some thing on your mind and you feel like you have to talk about it but you don't really want to talk about it?....I know I'm a little crazy ....... I'm the kind of person that lets things build up for a long while and then I might let it out sooner or later. But what's on my mind is confusing the hell out of me and I don't know if I can say it out loud.....I know I sound crazy now....but I can't say what's on my mind b/c of what it is about...but anyway enough about that crazy shit. Well right now I'm still doing the whole job hunting thing and trying to rearange my house around .....my baby girl is doing fine and I'm fine too I think...lol but I'm going to have to go for now but I shall return soon....everyone take care and thank you for all the advice.....CIAO |
| Well I'm back again |
| 03.01.04 (5:50 pm) [edit] |
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Hello all, I'm very sorry that I havn't done much latly with my blog but I've been very busy. Well just to give you a little idea about what's going on my hubby's grandfather pasted away and we ahve been having to deal with that. Plus (lol) like always I've been job hunting and still no luck yet but I still have my hopes up though. I'm hoping that I'll find a job soon beacuse I so tired of havign to clean houses just to be able to pay my bills. But enough about that.... Sometimes I wonder why things happen the way they do....It's like if your having very bad money problems things just seem to work out some how....Or if you fighting with one of your close friends and your not talking anymore...something will happen to where you have to talk to then. I just wonder why this like this happen but believe me I'm not complaining.. Well I'm going to go for now but I shall return very soon..... Take care everyone and be safe. |
| Hello there |
| 02.21.04 (11:16 am) [edit] |
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Well it's me again. I'm having a hard time with the idea that my life it's going anywhere. I want so much more out of life and it seems like I'm never going to be able to make it happen! I really want the finer things in life. I want my daughter to be able to choose if she wants it or not but I don't want her to have to of gone with out knowing what it was. I really regret not going to college when I had the chance because now it's makes it a little more difficult. I really wish that I had enough money to where I wouldn't have to worry if something very important came up. Well I guess in life you live and learn and grow wiser as you get old. (And that I've done) Well I'm going to go for now...but I will return soon..bye now. |
| Well Well |
| 02.17.04 (6:48 pm) [edit] |
| Here I am. Sorry I haven't posted in a while but a lot of crap have been going on. Plus not to mention I've been very sick and so has my baby girl. I tell ya, when your down in life your really down! I hate it when things are not going good and then you have to get sick on the top of it! Why does life have to be so mean! Another thing that's been happening is that I'm cleaning houses to make extra money o pay my bills! Ihave been working my ass off here and there just to make sure that I can pay my bills so that I can have something in life! What I really need to do is find a job but it's hard in a area that seems to be going down hill. Well I'm going to go I will post more more a little later. See ya then...I'm also going to try to get more pic's on my page...bye now |
| You don't know do you |
| 02.13.04 (11:22 pm) [edit] |
| Well I just thought it was time for me to do another blog since it's been awhile. I am working on the side to earn a little extra money cleaning houses. It's kind of cool though because I get to take my baby girl with me. I really don't like spending time away from her. Well I'm going to go for right now but I will be back to say a little more.....bye |
| Tired of being tired...if that makes sense...lol |
| 02.11.04 (1:19 am) [edit] |
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I'm so tired. I feel like I get about 4 or 5 hours sleep a day......which in all honesty...is more than likely right.... When your a mom you just can't go to bed when everyone else does cause you have to make sure your baby is took care of. I try to get her to go to bed early but it only works sometimes. I have my daughter in a toddler bed now so if she isn't tired then she doesn't stay in the bed. Which makes it hard on me cause I have to stay up until I know she is asleep....speaking of sleep I think now is a good time to go to bed ...yeah I might get about 5 hours sleep before I have to take my hubby to work....talk later....Tuss |
| Time of Change |
| 02.05.04 (11:20 am) [edit] |
| Well I really think that our lives are going to be better now. I love the fact the my Hubby has a job and I am spending more time with my baby. I'm still looking ofr one and doing odd jobs on the side to make a little extra money, I've been cleaning houses and horse stable to make extra money. I'm alot happier now and I hope everything can stay the way it is now. Got to go see ya later. |
| Problems with my side kick hubby! |
| 02.01.04 (11:00 pm) [edit] |
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Hello all I very sorry about not posting lately but I been looking for a job. I ahve to find a way to pay my bills. Plus I've been having to deal with my krazie hubby who thinks that just because he is a side kick he has to help everyone in the world. The other day we were driving down the road and he seen this old lady trying to get across the street. Well I pulled over and he got out of our van to help the lady. (See my hubby smokes about a pack a day and doesn't get out of the house much) Well he was trying to help this lady across the street and all a sudden he got out of breath. It turns out that the old lady had to help him across the street. And the worst thing about it all was that it seemed like she had more energy than he did. He loves being a side kick and he will do anything to help others even though sometimes they end up helping him more. Yesterday, a stop light went out in our downtown and he made me pull over so that he could direct traffic. OH...I'm sorry I forgot to mention that it was about 11:30 at night and there was hardly a soul on the road. But like I said before he loves being a side kick. |
| my wonderful hubby! |
| 01.28.04 (7:25 pm) [edit] |
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I love my hunny! |
| my little chicken head again |
| 01.28.04 (7:24 pm) [edit] |
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| This is my baby girl! |
| 01.28.04 (1:10 am) [edit] |
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Here is a pic of my little chicken head! And let me tell you see is just like her momma! |
| nice pic |
| 01.28.04 (1:09 am) [edit] |
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| More about my krazie life |
| 01.26.04 (11:54 pm) [edit] |
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Well it's me again. Hope that everyone likes my new additions to my page. Today I had to drive out in the snow and ice...that was fun! :D We got stuck 2 times in the road but we finally got out. Tomorrow I get to drive in it again. Well you gotta do what you gotta do to find a job. The funny thing is is that I already have a job. It's at a fast food place and I haven't worked there in 3 weeks because they don't have any hour for me. But yet they still think that I can pay my bills! Krazie shit! But right now I have two jobs that I'm looking at. Hopefully I'll get at least one of them. Although it would be nice to get both. The town that I live in is going belly up! There are mostly furniture factories around here and most of them are movign over seas. So there for jobs are getting very slim to nun!....But I'm still trying! Can't give up on life because of my little girl. Well I'm going to go see ya later bye :) |
| Crazy Stuff |
| 01.26.04 (12:19 pm) [edit] |
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Well today I have to drive out in the snow in my MPV. The road seem like they are bad. We have at least 4 inch snow and ice on top of it. But I have to go out to take care of some things. I really don't want to go out but I figured I could give it a try. :? I'm married to a wonderful guy. We just met last August in 2003. It was kind of crazy how we met. One of my friends was with this girl and he had when with her to pick-up her ex-boyfriend. Well the four of us where job hunting when we had stopped by their house to get some things. Well this guy pulled up to talk to my friend. Well they talked and then he left. After he left I told my friend that I thought he was cute. Well the next thing you know we are chaseing after him in the car!..Crazy!...well we meet up with him and arrange to meet up with him later. Well later came and our plans changed. We ended up seeing him go down the road and he turned around and he pulled over to where we were. He ended taking me home. Well we talked for hours and he had to leave cause he was driving his brother's car. I didn't want him to leave! It had been about 6 months since I had talked to a guy in that way. I have just always been so into my daughter that I hadn't really looked for a guy. Anyways, the next day he came over and we started dating from then. About 2 months down the road we got engaged. Now we are married. I know you might think that it's wierd but I know it's love. He love my little girl and she like him too. Well I guess for now I'm going to go but I will post later.....see ya later :wink: |
| A little bit about me....... |
| 01.25.04 (10:48 pm) [edit] |
| I'm 22 and have a 20 month old little girl. I graduated from high school and hope that maybe one day I will be able to go to college. When I was 14 my mom died of cancer. It seems like life hasn't been the same since. I lived in Germany for 3 and half years and I must say that it has been the best time of my life so far. Right now I live in the mountain of North Carolina. This is not where I plan to spend to rest of my but for now I guess it will have to do. I plan to move to the beach soon. That is where most of my family is at and I miss them very much. |
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